It's been an uneventful week, while also possibly being the most hectic. Confused? I often feel that way myself most days. I've got lose ends to tie up for college, while also worrying about SATs and studying for my driver license. I've got midterms for school, and an art project I've decided I was too ambitious on but now I've got a week to finish making. This is way to much for even my plate. I've also got job issues (issue: i can't seem to find one) and may have to go back to my amusement park job from last year. Really don't want to, but money is money. I'll get it where i can, and I know I can get it there. I also want to lose weight before the summer hits. It's just very hard doing that. It's cold and I've got so much to do. I tried going on the treadmill the other day. I should honestly do that more often.

This is how my life is right now: hkmjngtofijh

Just one big key smash.

I think that music is different to everyone. What i find horrid, isn't what someone else finds horrid. It's all about opinion, personality and just what kind of person you are in general. So, to answer the question, could I be with someone who listened to music i detest? Yes. I could spend my life with them because that's just one factor of our love/friendship, it's not what I'll base our whole relationship on. I'd probably try to make them listen to the music I like and get them to see a different view on other music. Being a huge music fan, I would really just want someone else who feels passionate about it too. I think it would be far more worse for me if I had to live with someone who HATED music rather than someone who just had a different taste in genre than me.

Wow I realized I haven't updated in a LOOOOOOOONG time. Lot's has happened. Nothing too eventful, but let me recap. Senior year is amazing/kicking my ass. Right now i have classes with all my amazing friends. I have alright classes, except for my math class which I'm a bit worried about. Other than that, I've just got senioritis, really. I can't believe I have to start whole new classes soon, and I won't even have my friends with me since we don't have classes together. Suck!

College is...confusing, exciting, scary, all at the same time. I've sent applications, but I need to take SAT's this month and then the acceptance/rejection letters can come rolling in. I'm nervous, but at the same time I just need to keep thinking i WILL get accepted. I must. I really have no experience in Audio Engineering, which is what I want to go for. I really love music though, and ever since I realized being a rock star isn't gonna be that attainable, I decided this is also something I could do with my life that lets me be close to it. If I decided it's too techy and not for me, I'm thinking maybe cosmetology. I love makeup and I think it could be something I'd be really into. But hopefully I enjoy my first choice, because I could see myself doing it and loving it <3

Love life? Na-da. I've decided that if I don't have a date by prom, I don't think I'll be going. Most likely though, I'll go anyway because I have a best friend who will guilt me into going. It's not my fault I don't get out much and I live in the middle of nowhere. Guys don't exactly grow on the trees surrounding my house. If only.

No job yet. Pretty sure that I'll be going back to the amusement park job (*cringe*) if I can't find one, because they'll start hiring for the season really soon. No license either, but we're working on it. I've got to go to the doctors, which mom is gonna schedule. \o/ im very excited. I just want to go places. Im so....stuck here. I want to take joyful joyrides with my friends. I have a lovely TMNT lanyard my bff got me, and I want keys to put on it!! I've decided buying a car is just dumb at this point. all the colleges I applied to are out of state. I really won't need/won't have a place to put a car. Mom is willing to let me use hers, that's all I need.

2009 was...alright. Went to some amazing concerts, got a job, met some amazing new friends, grew closer to people, turned 18 and decided life will not get me down. I will live the way I want to, happy and carefree. (:

Let's hope 2010 is the year of acceptance letters, opportunities and hopefully, boyfriends! For me at least. That's all I want. ;)